Having minimal bike skills & fitness I envisioned:
1) Loosing all traction and becoming hamburger on the gravel,
2) Sprawling in the pit making sand angels
3) Trying to figure out 'Right' from 'Left' on the side of 'The Hill' as I am being heckled by my friends.
It was....in a word..... ugly. I ran the gravel. I ran the sand. I ran 'The Hill'. I did everything it seemed but ride my bike. Thank goodness the course was dry!
The following year I vowed to ride the course not 'run' it. And I did. I learne

I pretty much rode the whole course......Ah...sweet progress. Remember, this is a 'cross race. So all of this is occuring with your heartrate at 180 beats per minute, hoping to remain conscious or that the guy with the gun will shoot you. And ultimately praying to adhere to Rule #1: Never puke in front of the kids.
On the eve of this years Gun Club a few things are clear. The course as changed (Change....What the...!). Although I can take what I have learned in the past and try to reapply. The reality is it may not. Not only do we go up a gravel road but now we 'descend' on gravel. There are new tight technical sections. And what about 'The Hill'? With the addition of one or two little bends at the approach to 'The Hill' I am likely back to completely running it.
Everyday 'Change' is all around us. Learnings from the past may help us or be set aside to make way for something new in life's 'course'. Is it better to brute force ride our way or take up our bike and carry it through the challenges ahead. Knowing we have the power to choose our line as we approach each difficult moment is key. Then, to take action and hopefully, to make the lives of others around us somehow a little better too in the process.
As for tomorrow's race? It's Gun Club....it should be a blast (sorry, you knew that was coming). Besides......it's been raining. It will be my first time ever racing Gun Club in the wet and mud.
Ahhhhh.....change.